Christmas HOLIDAY!!

Time flies!!! It has been 2 months since we've started our 5th year.
2 months sounds very short, however i'm already knackered from the hustle and bustles in this city.

Manchester city is not even big. Not as busy as London nor Kuala Lumpur, but it is very happening. Probably not everybody agrees with this as UK is never as coluorful as some other Asian countries nor America. It is always dark and gloomy. You just have to make your life as happening as possible, which i always try. That is why i am already drained, just after 2 months of uni started.. Or else i'm getting older, loosing my fitness, not as energetic as i used to be..

NO! i did rather accept the 1st excuse. =p

Winter holiday is here! Which means the WINTER is here, which also means it's time for me to stay at home, eat loads and get fat! Which i will actually do because i eat when i have got nothing else to do and i get lazy and not be bothered to walk out to the gym nor to meet people, not doing shopping (which equals to mild exercises in fatty's dictionary)... The consequence is a nightmare!! I shall quickly come out with a good idea to break this bad cycle!

It's Saturday today - The first weekend and the first day of my Christmas holiday. I felt so lost in the morning when i just got up from bed. It feels so weird to have a holiday although I have been looking forward to this break! I didn't make much plan for this Christmas because i don't want to end up too busy like i used to in the previous years. I miss my room and i do want to spend some time enjoying the comfort in my room. Now that i have all the time that i want to myself, i felt lost. My mind went blank, feeling a little insecure having nothing in plan for today.

~STRANGE!~

Pei Lian saved me from the verge of falling into another mode of depression. An offer of her home-made banana cake dragged me out of my tropical room into the freezing world outside. It's -7C today!!!!!!!

It was a great chill out in her house. Rach and i were just hiding in PL's bed, watching her packing up for her London trip, feeling cozy and sleepy.. =p

It was snowing when PL and i left the house. It is freezing cold outside. I have not been exposed in this cold weather in a year and i am definitely struggling to get use to the temperature again .. I quickly run back to my room, switch my small blue portable heater on and sit right in front of it. Although it is tiny, it does its job well to keep its owner in warmth! ^^

2 days ago was the 1st snow of this winter in Manchester, which is also called- The Virgin Snow. I was wrapped up in my duvet, enjoyed my evening reading my newly bought story book "The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night-Time", under the dim incandescent light, with a jazzy music played. I haven't been reading a story book for a long long time and i do miss reading them.





It will be nice to sit inside a cafe when it is snowing, beside a long-span window which stretches from the ceiling to the ground, with a book in your hand and a hot chocolate in front, and to have a smooth jazz or a Grand piano played the background music. This is one of the activity that i will surely miss if i am back in Malaysia ..

The God of Evil Dentists!

Have you ever heard of a Professor telling his students to:

1. finish up an apple in 2 bites?
2. feel your teeth pulsating?
3. not believe a patient who came into the surgery with a broken teeth claiming that he just had some bread.
4. eat ONLY ANIMALS.
5. stick a toffee on the dog's palate?
6. throw the dentures on the patient?

Well... We've just met Professor Yongson (The Head of School from the University of Liverpool) on Fri and he is one SPECIAL man with a character of a comedian!

He was giving us a 2 hours of lecture about occlusion.

It's *OCCLUSION*!!!

All dental students shall know what kind of stresses that 'occlusions' can cause. We've been trying to run far away from patients with problems in occlusion and we dare not want to mention a word of occlusion in the VIVA exam! So can u imagine how complicated n BORING the lecture can turn out to be?

However this guy made the whole 2 hours worth the 5 years of my study! He is my source of evil n crazy ideas..

This is my 1st time having a lecturer telling us:


1. It's an interesting competition between your colleague -- Who can finish an apple in the least bite.

2. Go to bed tonight, relax, feel the tip of your teeth pulsating, when your can feel it, then shift your concentration to your brain, the cells , and then move down to your spine..

If you can feel them, YOU'RE ALIVE!

3. Do not believe a patient who came into the surgery with a broken teeth claiming that he just had some bread. He can't "JUST EAT BREAD!!" It's CRUST!

4. DO NOT EAT VEGETABLES! It's not what your teeth are made for! Animals eat them for you!

5. Chew a toffee and stick it to the dog's palate, watch them struggling! (coz they only bite vertically)

6. After you made the dentures for the patient, throw them back to the patient. If they can catch it, then they can wear it. If not, good! Don't bother to remake. They will never be able to wear one!

Last but not least, please do dentistry in confident. Don't worry. If your patient left the surgery and never come back to see you, then you did just fine. If they do return, then you're damn!

His conclusion is..
"nothing can change the patient's occlusion! Not you, not the lecture. They're just UNPREDICTABLE!"




~~~hahahhahahhahahhahhahahhhh~~~



Tonight i am gunna feel my teeth pulsating and................ ALIVE! ^^

Balls and Cocks

I Love Balls and Cocks!!!!

This sounds WRONG...

Let me explain...

Was just telling Paran that how i hated running on a track mill and prefer balls. He gave me a look ..

@.@ "BALLS?!"

I instantly found out that it sounds a bit wrong and said:" Ball games!"

Paran:" ah... so u like cocks too!"

"COCKS???"

Paran:"U like hitting the shuttlecocks.."

"..............."

No doubt.. i cant deny..

The Best Surprise

My weekend started with Mo's birthday celebration on Friday night. Dinner in a fairly new Indian restaurant-Zouk was great. It has been more than 4 years that we've been hanging out together but i still feel that i haven't known enough of him to write him a great birthday wish.. shame of me.. However, a night of chilling out in Abdullah's place allowed me to see the more 'fun' side of him. Mo's 'heroic' legend of how he was trying to escape from Dr Lay's sight and how he manage to offend our Prof Devlin by addressing him as "Mr" & calling him a 'WHATEVER' right in front of the UNPREDICTABLE beast cracked us all up!!

Our day trip to Birmingham was very short. Pin and i went down to pay Shin and her mum a visit. We spent nearly 3 hrs in the BDSA conference but no regrets. It was an eyeopener to her and hopefully she did get to understand dentistry a little bit more. We manage to have some free ice-creams and smoothies in the conference, not forgetting the freebies!! We had a good time meeting our far relatives and it did make me feel a lot warmer especially in winter time. Birmingham was packed with people as everyone is expecting the lighting ceremony (an event to switch the Christmas lights on). A few well-known singers and bands including JLS are suppose to be there. Birmingham's Christmas market is awesome! We had loads of sweets and food!

Highlight of the day-- An unexpected meeting with Chun Yip & Derek! Was so so so so shock when i bumped into them in the well-known M'sian restaurant in Birm!! Havent met Chun Yip since we graduated from IS whereas it has been 2 years since i've met Derek! They are both working in different places and were there in Birmingham to meet up with another friend. We were all there due to the same purpose --> FOOD!!!!! Birm owns the BEST M'SIAN RESTAURANT! =D. It was a short meeting and we hardly have enough time to catch up. However it is the best surprise after a long while.. I am happy that everyone is doing great.

Enn Swan & Kevin came over for a potluck. We had a long chat after our dinner until grandpa finally usher me to bed. It was only 11pm! Grandpa & Danny even bribed me with a bubble tea just to make me go to bed earlier =p
It feels like home where daddy often have some patients/friends visiting right after dinner for consultation and then stayed for ages, chit chat about nothing important, but in the end, everyone left and went to bed, tired but happy. It's probably the way of how most M'sian spend their time in the evening bonding with friends and family...

Well.. lights off time!

Good night Yeye & Danny & Stitch Alien ! ^^

It was a very fulfilling weekend!

Best Wishes

Spotted these cards lying on top of the broken radiator in my room this morning and went on reading them.

These are the best wishes that make me laugh my head off in the early morning, warmed my heart in the early winter, and reminded me of my lovely friends that have scattered in different areas in UK and in the other end of the world.



Rach's message reminded me of Paran's card.. hahhahh..


Oli.. one of the lamest housemate i ever hav!



with his super 'SINCERE' wishes.. lol

And.. Tom, Helen, Eric, Gloria, Danielle, Julie, KW...


Missing them all, every single person that brought the Sun to my life =) ..

Daddy's b'day was just few days ago. Danielle & Helen's birthdays are coming soon. Wish them the best.

and

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO U ALL! ^^

'Peaceful' Weekend

Was just thinking that i can finally have a peaceful weekend, but another accident just happened! 5 mins ago.....

Wanted to have something simple for breakfast so i went on boiling myself a pot of conge thinking that i can have a warm liquid rice with my "bak hu" that I've brought from home..

My housemate (KL) has been nagging and kept reminding me to keep an eye on the fire.

Was checking something online when KL smelt 'toast' from his room. He ran out n shouted. It was too late when we rumbled down the stairs.. The whole house is smoky...

My breakfast is burnt..

AGAIN! ><



The smoky room - Much better after we opened the backdoor



It has been awarded the title:

~~~~~ Worst Burnt Ever ~~~~~~
by Ms Dai Tao Har... =S

The lucky thing is.....

Our house is still

SAFE!

Bits and Pieces

5th yr is STRESSFUL!!!

Have been ultimately busy since uni re-started. Although my schedule is not as pack as the other students (phewwwwww..), having 2 days off in the first 2 weeks is lucky enough, I am still finding myself running out of time. Most time is wasted in waiting for the tutors, waiting for the patients, waiting for the lab works…

Patients cancellation is stressful as everybody is under the pressure of finishing all our final year cases before Easter. On top of that, we all need to share our sessions between our partners. We have limited clinical time to complete our treatments and many circumstances are beyond our control. How I wish if we can bring our patients home, get them treated, just like getting our homework done before going to bed, however dentistry doesn’t work that way. There is nothing that we can do other than planning the treatments well during our ‘free’ time, and praying very very very hard that our patients will be good, turning up to all their allocated sessions, also that there’s no emergency cases such as fallen crowns/bridges/fillings that we’ve to waste few more hours to get them sorted.

The internet at home is not helping at all. It disconnects every minute and we cant get anything loaded smoothly. Appearing 'online' on msn is embarrassing as we kept popping out on the others' notice @ the frequency of 30 times per minute... On the other hand, it gives us time to bond with our new housemates.

2 days of continuous patients’ cancellation is driving me crazy. A night out to Revolution on Wednesday has sacrificed my sleeping hours. Was already looking like a zombie the next morning, however in the afternoon I texted my housemate suggesting that we shall go on a shopping spree! He must have thought that I am joking but NO, I WASN'T. PL n I hopped onto the 250 bus right after our clinic, went to Trafford Centre, had a big meal. Still not feeling satisfied, we walked to the Krispy Kreme 2 miles away and bought 2 DOZENS of DOUGHNUTS!!!!

A phone call to Ming Yu made him the innocent victim. Well, he did make our day, giving our laughterssss back.

Many thanks to MING YU-- our doughnut supplier!!! ^^

Another patients’ DNA brought us to Kro 2 this afternoon.
ANOTHER BIG FAT MEAL!!!
Swear that we gunna be so fat and super broke by the end of the year if it goes on like this……. ><

At the positive point of view, I’m officially in my FINAL YEAR and I am still enjoying my course!!

Our weekends are fully occupied too. Tom and his friends came all the way from London to celebrate his birthday in Manchester last week.

Tomorrow will be an escape-day from Manchester, visiting a nearby town called Todmorden, which is just 30mins train from this busy city.

Next week will be ALTON TOWERS!!!!!!!!!! Hurraaaaaaaaaay!!!
Have been longing to go on the roller coasters and other rides again with friends, shout my lungs out, stroll along the autumn woods, and forget everything about Manchester!!! Yi Pin will be joining us this time. Yay!!!

The Home That I've Lost

忙碌的生活，对未来的追求，加上许多的新事物，已让我把好多珍贵的回忆压在心里的最深处，挖也挖不出来。

朋友寄来的照片，顿时唤醒了我在这几年来遗失了的记忆。让我感受到满满的幸福。



神山-沙巴州的landmark. 它虽然离我们不近，但从 KK 市区的很多角落都能看见神山雄伟地立着。


每次到爸爸工作的小市镇去玩，　都会经过这个市庙。　忘了它叫什么名。。

斗亚兰著名的Tuaran面！只有在亚比能找得到。　上一年竟在 Birmingham　发现它，不可思议。



To me, this is one of the few most meaningful photo. 几年前离开沙巴时，我发誓要把这个景观永远深烙在记忆里。－－神山静静地座在黄禄色的稻米海背后。

朋友居然也把这一幕也给拍下了。。。

Kundasang 之花景。and the biggest flower in the world - Rafflesia



Karam Bunei and the long stretched white sandy beach。



Thought i've burried the few crabs that i've mistakenly stepped on while playing a 'police and the thief' game...
obvoiusly... they didnt rest in peace!


Yayasan Sabah - the tallest building in Sabah!! Wait.. ehhmm.. issit still the tallest?


小时候无聊时的消遣之一

中学的麻吉。。。和古灵精怪的 Cikgu Ooi


A million thanks to piggy for bringing back all these precious memories，allowing me recall the warmth of home and friendships ^^

朱仔加油啦！

Confessions

Have probably done too much bad recently that i think i do actually need a confession..

Was helping a friend yesterday with the preperation for a surprise party when i carelessly let a whole plate of nicely cut eggs slipped. All her hard work was trashed in less than a sec! I was too traumatised to move and the others have to clear my mess up..
I ran home and cook another new batch of eggs. Another accident happened. An egg manage to 'escape' and broke on the floor... 6 eggs wasted in total-- prob enough to feed a family!

Have been letting my bad habit of uncontrolled spending run wild for almost a year and now i'm in real crisis! Regardlessly, i still bought a top while doin shopping for the others!

Received a text from mum this evening which says:" Your sisters purposely went to cybercafe to check weather you send any greetings. Sad to learn that...."
It was their 21st 2 days ago and yet i havent even called nor leave them a message. No, I didnt forgot. It has always been in my mind. Just dont know why i didnt make the best effort to dail their numbers. Probably it's the wrong timing, probably i dont want to 'disturb' their celebration, probably i'm going home soon and will be able to make up our time... Nonethelessly, I've spent hours hanging out with friends but not a minute to send them a wish! This is the worst that i have done. So sorry.. My Bad.

How Bad is my Maths?!!

My maths level has plummeted since 5 years ago, deteriorating each year as i've left my mathematic partition of my brain at rest. Cant even do a simple math. now!!!

Here's the evidence:-

ypei-THE D3VIL says:
ringan + ringan = heavy

- alan - says:
ringan +(ringan+ ringan) = ringan + heavy = lighter than heavy

ypei-THE D3VIL says:
wah.. thn if (ringan+ringan)+(ringan+ringan)= heavy+heavy= heavy square

- alan - says:
zha dao
- alan - says:
heavy + heavy = 2 heavy
- alan - says:
go consult ur maths teacher

ypei-THE D3VIL says:
yahor
ypei-THE D3VIL says:
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With my dodgy maths and the bad habit of spending without deep thoughts, i'm left penniless at this time of the year! *DANG!!!!* ><

BBQ BBQ!!

Summer - The best season of the year!!
The sun rises very early at 5am and sets real late at 10pm -- more time to engage in outdoor activities and to hang out with friends. ^^
However, my sleep is compromised as i always think that sleeping is the last thing to do in life, especially when the sun is out!! Am trying to convince myself into sleeping earlier every night so that i'll be able to stay awake in clinics.

It has been a month since we're done with exams.
It shall be easy and relaxing during this time. Yet, we all are so busy with clinics and final year cases, left little time to enjoy the summer sun.

Been quite eventful recently, socialising and meeting new people.
1. A crazy night out to Tiger tiger during PP's visit.
2. Dentistry BBQ
3. New housemate moved in
4. More badminton
5. Went on a hike in Alderley Edge (a small town in Chester) for the weekend.
6. Housewarming BBQs!! hehehh.. ~*I lov BBQs!!!*~

Tired, yet satisfied.

The Wimbledon Championship 2009 just ended this Sunday with Roger Federer clinching a record-breaking 15th Grand Slam title by winning Wimbledon for the sixth time!
~~ Hurraaaay!!~~
It was a close match as Andy Roddick was defeated by only 2 points after countless duces! Well play to both of them, especially to Roddick!!

Another 2 1/2 weeks to go..
Can't wait to see my home land..

Anybody HOME???

yuuuHoooooooo.. ANYBODY HOME??

it echoes....

hm.. no one is in... Oli is in NC, Viv is still at work..

wat shall i do??

Think it'll be a great idea to hold a Karaoke party now!!! =p

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It's super good to have Pei Pei visiting!!! heheh
All my wish list ticked!

1. Transformers
2. BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -- we 2 monkeys trashed Charles bro. for the 1st time! kekek
3. Ice-cream treat!!

YAY!!!!!

Next thing to do -- BBQ, HIKING n... more BADMINTON!!!!!! *^^*

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Manchester's temperature shot up to about 25 degree C today!!
It was boiling in the clinic.. No air-condition.
Heat + stuffiness + dehydration gave us headaches..
Our gloves were wet & sticky..
It's hard to get a gasp of fresh air through a mask (there's no fresh air in the clinic to start with).. Half of our face was steamy and sweaty..
There were at least 6 tutors in the clinic with just 2 working hard helping the students out, while the others standing around, chit-chatting and even dancing in the clinic!
I was so nearly to shout for Prof Dev(one of the most 'powerful' fellow in dental school) from far and ask him to switch the B****Y air-con on..
We need some OXYGEN!!!

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Went to Little Fushion again after clinic. 3 days in a row!!!
getting so broke because of LF...
The "lou ban" will sure miss me so much whn i'm away for 2 months..
Shall just apply to work there .. ~FREE FOOD~ ;p

TRANSformer?

Megan Fox is a TRANS?!


"SHE" is now making both men n women depress..
hey GUYss.. heartbroken yet?
=p

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10 mins of power cut makes me realise how dependent i am on the INTERNET!!!
Wot will happen if we hav to live 2 days without electricity??
~~~~~~can die~~~~~~

Farewell

Another good tutor is leaving our dental school again.
First, Dr Muhammad, then Dr Ziad, now...........
Luke is leaving too.
Sigh..

Handed him a gift from all of us during lunch break. It's really really sad to see him go..
He is someone that we students can always rely on, someone that's so full of dedication and patient, a tutor that's always prepared to sacrifice his lunch time. Luke is the only tutor that i can always run to when i'm stuck with my work... He even told us to book-in new patients to get treatment plans done before he left so that we can be in ease.

Today my new patient presented with a more complicated case -- collapsed maxillary ridge (triangular shaped), with a number of missing, drifted, and heavily worn down teeth. By just looking into his mouth, i've lost half of my confident, thinking 'oh my.. how am i gunna treat this?" Basically, there's no bite at all for this patient!
Luke came over with his big *GRIN* again, asking "SO, what's going on here?"
With this worry face, i recited the clinical findings and Luke went on: "Let's take some PA radiographs and impressions!" We have to build the trays up with impression compound (which we don't usually need to do) and then take 2nd impressions with alginate. Of coz, Luke helped with our work. He's so good that both MW and i were just standing beside, admiring his work.

Lunch time, all the nurses, tutors and most of the students ran off, left Luke alone in the clinic, helping 2 other students with their patients, also explaining what i shall do in the coming visit, came out with some treatment options.

Though he said that's only so much that he can do for us, I'm greatful enough.

There's no fear nor worries with Dr Rickman's presence bacause anything that went wrong, he'll be there to safe and teach us. Probably I'm just too pampered, too used to having him around on Monday clinics. With Luke's leaving, i felt so hopeless and distress, especially with my IRC (final year) presentation cases. What am i going to do without him?? PL said it's time for me to be more independent...

It's painful to see him leave nonetheless i sincerely wish him the best in his job. With all the knowledge, skills and great qualities, he owns a promising future.

Hope our life will cross again.
He'll see us success when the day comes~*Finger-crossed!*~
=)

父亲节快乐

Diiiii
祝你快乐。。

Restless week

UK is not that depressing after all..

It was a very good weekend. The sun was out!!!! -- the most important factor that leads us to exciting outdoor activities. Gives my energy back.. =D

Grandpa came up from Reading for the weekend. We went on a hiking trip with E.Swan in a British small town called Hebden Bridge. The most popular " Pennine Way" which one of the transport company adopted the name from, is just a few miles away from this lovely town.
Our initial plan was to hike from Hebden Bridge town centre to the Pennine Way and make a circle back to Hedben Bridge through Hardcastle Craggs. Estimated length of route is 7-8 miles. As we believed that we will definitely be able to finish our mission, all 3 of us were in high spirits when we set off.
With no maps in hands, the 3 bold idiots manage to find the tourist info centre and asked for directions. However, the old lady in the tourist info pointed us to the wrong direction!! We only found out after 1 1/2 hr of walk.. It was a bit too late to draw a compass.. and when we did actually get it out, no one knows how to read a blaaaardy COMPASS!! ==" So we took a bus back to the town and carry on walking to the west.


After asking a couple of helpful passers by on our way, we noticed that Pennine way is 'a-lil-bit-too-far" from where we were. Seeing our empty hands and with just 2 pitily small carrier bags, a man even gave us a thorough scan and burst out:" Where do u plan to lodge?" --
errrrrmmm~~~~~~~~~~~~
We arrived in another village nearby - Heptonstall after about another 1 1/2 hrs of hike..


the tired faces ;p

Pic: Stoodley Pike from far

The splendid view from the top of the hill worth our trip! NO REGRETS!


~~*Ding.. Dong.. Ding.. Dong*~~
A wedding ceromony was taking place when we passed by an old church.



It was already quite late when we got back to Hebden Bridge. Didnt ended up goin to Hardcastle Craggs. As there was some time to wait for the next train, we took a stroll around the Hebdon.



Arrived Manc in the evening. The day is still bright. Went out for dinner in Genghis Khan with Grandpa's coursemates, and then a catch up in Kro-bar for the rest of the evening.

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SUN:

Get to hold my racquet finally!!! Havent been playing badminton in such a long while! Am getting shitty again in my skills.. =S NEED MORE TRAININGS!!
After badminton, we went for tea break, sitting outside Kro-bar under the sun. Abdullah was so reluctant to go home and so.. we just sat around, chit-chat..
Our tea break extended to dinner...
This is what JObless ppl do.. ;p

Summer is just too good as the sun sets at 10pm!!! hohohhhh

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Mon:

Started our busy-working life again. 9am - 5.30pm with just a 10 mins break in the middle of the day drained me out. Was super tired after work. Was so thrilled that Abdullah suggested that we go for dinner!! Yes!!! We do need a NICE GOOD MEAL!!!!!! Off we (rach, wh n abdul) go... Skipping my way to New Samsi, fascinated by just thinking of the sushi-ssssssss!! A piece of Ton Katsu (krispy pork bread crumbs) + sushis+ fried banana + vanilla ice-cream+ green tea + a bit of Plum Sake and of coz, a long chill out with friends made my day!!!

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Tues:

Another long day of work in outreach, but this time, we're not even tired from work but waiting..Lots of time wasted as patients either cancelled or DNA. Get no work done at all today, but a whine from a jobless NURSE which just pisses me off! All they do is nothing but to sit in the office, having countless tea breaks, b*tch about other ppl, eye on us-STUDENTS and pick on little things! Dr Hopwood- our LEGAND must have trained his patience from these nurses..

A huge cup of ice Milo made my day worth again!! hehehh.. Little Fusion!! a place to ask for anything that you want, even it's not in the menu! =D
Was out till 1.30 am. Exhausted..
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Wed:

~NEED MORE SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP~

Was literally falling asleep in PBL, yawning in front of my tutor! Oooops...

Freeeedom!

Whooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Feel like it has been so long that i'm on this routine of waking up early- go to uni, or else, revise-brunch-revise-nap- revise again then dinner-revise-and earlier bed time...

and finally...

I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Life without exam is just MARVELOUS!!!

Now tat i can read any books that i want. Dont mind goin into clinic to work. Dont even mind to work for extra hours in the dental school. Not thinking much about resiting as it doesn't bother me anymore. Bein able to do what i've longed for --> bumming under the summer sun, getting my dose of Vitamin D; do some shopping; play in the park with my beloved friends; let my perspiration dribble while running in the badminton court, chasing the shuttles; travelling to somewhere for a break; suggesting activities spontaneously; staying up late at night for no reason but listening to great songs, watch my anime and dramas........


Time to sing a song --


"FREEDOM...oh FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM..!"

Devastated

A day of tiredness, from nothing but combating my negative thoughts.
The previous mcq paper has gave me a vital strike.
I cant remember any of the questions after the exam. As one of my coursemate decribed: "It was too 'traumatic' to remember any of the questions. Our natural defense response chose to forget-- a way to prevent further catastrophic destructions". The morning of hecticness and rushings made the situation worse as i was already exhausted before the exam even started. But no, i'm not blaming it as i enjoy working. I get to treat people. I'm not regretting too as more readings will not help either.
I literally woke up the second day and start revising for the resit (not joking!). That's how hopeless i am.
OSCE is coming, in 2 days time. Still trying hard to gather my courage, hold my fallen pieces together.

~ Gambate! ~

~My Little Space~

To dear friends and family members who're wondering how's The D3ViL/Teh december/yipei/ah pei/pei/Yi (wat ever tat u call me) 's room looks like..
Here's a little clue..

Little 'japanese corner' where my laptop sits on top of a white stand, facing a long window tat stretches abt 1 1/2 metres high. This is my most favourite corner tat allows me to leave all the stresses behind, relax my mind after uni, stare blankly at the evening sky, with lights off and smooth jazz playing background music. There's a white tea table beside where i can sumtimes sit on the floor n get some work done. Loving the view outside the window. Although it's not amazingly breathtaking, i'm content enough being able to watch planes stretching accross the blue sky in clear days.


The dim incandescent lamp outside can sometimes be so annoying especially during sleepless nights.

At the right side of this corner sits a queen size bed. On its right is another tiny corner where a white flowery table lamp serves its role to light the area.

Last but not least, my working zone. Hardly ever sit on that spinning chair. When i do, i'll mostly be looking at the world map, thinking of my next vacation, or else calculating how far away i am from beloved home. =p
The table is in real messy at the moment. It's EXAM TIME!!!

Right.. enough of nonsence. Before i actually shut-up-and-do-some-revision.. here are some nice pictures.

Pictures taken by Piggy- his skills has improved. His shots have never been dissappointing!

阿猪（朱） 加油！！