Down

Natalie has left to Penang this morning, then back to her homeland in New Jersey. She left us a bookmark each. A bookmark that she drew by herself, with her little signature. We didn't get to see her leave. It will be harder if we did.

It was Oli's b'day few days ago and i have gave Monty away to Natalie.. Sorry Oli, but guess i did found him a better owner.

Have been moody 2 weeks before my date of departure, back to the gloomy country. I was going to ignore the emo-ness however it has caused a bigger impact this time. Tried acclimatising by psycho-ing myself about the positive things and friends i have in manchie but it's not working very well. Alcohol? No, it doesn't  help too.

Thought I am so used to travelling between Manchie n KL, thought betting goodbyes does not matter to me anymore...

It is worst today as i am not in the mood to talk and to laugh. Might spend some quiet time at home for these few days.

Shooooo Miss Emo...