A sense of depression is sipping in again.. Time flies. Dont even have enough time to just sit down and rest. The house is full. Many people are still around. Have passed all the exams. Been out a lot. Meeting friends, playing sports, dinners, movies.. Clinics are still bearable. Lots of things are on goin during this summer - Wimbledon, Glastonbury Music Festival, Euro Cup..
No ... NOTHING IS WRONG! ~ other then the crappy Manchester weather~
Why do i still feel like crying?!! prob tooo much of laughters recently that i shall strike a balance? or.. dust has been accumulating for too long that my eyes need a thorough wash??? arrhhh.. dunno!!
According to -365 Birthdays Interpretation- , I AM NEUROTIC! =.="
Tried to call home yesterday but the caller ID has expired. sigh..
Sent mum a text and got a reply saying that she's givin sis a bawl for waking up at 11.. Poor gal. No way to rescue her..
Had a hard time in consult clinic this afternoon with a support worker. The lady was talking on behalf of a schizophrenic patient (Mr X). A simple history taking and examination took me more then an hour to complete! That woman was so reluctant provide the patient's history at first, claiming that she has been through all the questionings for so many times in other departments. After an argument with the consultant, she has got no choice but to obey. Half way through the history taking, she was complaining that she heard the consultant back stabbed her outside the room, in front of the staffs and students. At some point i was thinking... who is having Schizophrenia actually?
However, i felt happier communicating with Mr X. He sounds optimistic & cheerful. Talking to him is like chating to a kid. So adorable! It was a good experience after all. ^^
Well.. we're definitely enjoying our summer.
Went paint balling with our dental schoolmates. Came back with bruises everywhere. It was super fun tho.. No pain no gain! Poor Alex got 5 shots on the same arm... ouchhh!
Was so bored after clinics. Peilian suggested that we go for a walk in Plat field..
~'New Housemates' in action!~ Dinner at Toby Carvery, serving typical English food ^^
SOOOOoo lucky that i've got thm keeping me occupied =D
Met up with dear Michelle on Sat. The weather was perfect!
Wendy sis is here for a month. Eric moved out on Sat. Thomas is away, travelling with his family. Everyone else is in bed..
1 more month to go......................................
Missing M'sia? or Manch'er ?????
Sunday, 29 June 2008
Sunday, 8 June 2008
It's Hard to Say Bye
Many frens are graduating this year and leaving for home. Have been saying lots of goodbyessss and take care recently and everytime, it's depressing.
Woke up earlier to watch Kathy off this morning.
Julie is moving back to London tmr and KaWai came up to give her a lift. We drove all the way to Leeds for dinner and met up with Mikey. He has been working 7 days in a week. Without much rest, he looked drained. It was a pain in heart seeing him aged... [NOT THAT HE'S AN OLD MAN ok.. but still...]
It was great catching up with Mike and he treated us a dinner. Visited his cash and carry before we left for manc again.
It is really hard to be parted with friends, especially close frens that i've known for years. Dunno how much more i can take before bursting out like a baby.
Anyway, life still has to move on. I sincerely wish that everybody will be successful in their courrier and achive whatever they are seeking for. Hopefully everyone wil look happy and healthy by the time we meet again.
Woke up earlier to watch Kathy off this morning.
Julie is moving back to London tmr and KaWai came up to give her a lift. We drove all the way to Leeds for dinner and met up with Mikey. He has been working 7 days in a week. Without much rest, he looked drained. It was a pain in heart seeing him aged... [NOT THAT HE'S AN OLD MAN ok.. but still...]
It was great catching up with Mike and he treated us a dinner. Visited his cash and carry before we left for manc again.
It is really hard to be parted with friends, especially close frens that i've known for years. Dunno how much more i can take before bursting out like a baby.
Anyway, life still has to move on. I sincerely wish that everybody will be successful in their courrier and achive whatever they are seeking for. Hopefully everyone wil look happy and healthy by the time we meet again.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
Post- Exam Fever
Exams ended on 3rd June and the last paper was OSCE. 30 mins of briefing and waiting in lecture theater B was dreadful. We all went panic when the unthoughtful women told us that the 1st group who went in came out with miserable faces... arrrh! 19 stations to work on, with 6 mins for each station, we dont know what exactly is gunna happen.. Now our real doom has arrived.. hm.. prob not everyone but for me definitely!
The experience was... horriendous? Exciting? Challenging? Fun?
Dunno... cant find a word to describe it. Frankly, i dont even know what to feel after the exam. I dont feel happy nor sad. Neither awfully bad nor good. It was a rush.. Everything was a rush. A lot of time, it is not that i dont know the answer but just that my mind experiences word fatique! I always spurt out something that i DONT wanna say! There's a silent voice constantly telling me: "Idiot u shouldnt hav said that!" "Dude, u've said the wrong thing again!" "arhh, what's the term again?". This is annoying..
On the other hand it was kinda fun as this is our first experience of taking our exams in such a different way. It was like playing games as we have to move around the cubicles, talk to the actors, play with the mannequins..
Anyway, exams are over. It's time to chill a lil.
Thomas took us to Stockport for an English dinner. It was my 1st time having proper English dinner in UK after all these years!!! The food is yummy and it's cheap!
English Cheesecake...
U sure it's a cheesecake???
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Was super duper triple happy when Helen pass me this little pressie during my break in London.
----- a sticker that's signed by one of my so-called "IDOL"
WONG FU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cant stop OMG OMG OMG-ing ..
This is tooooo gooood to be real !!!!!!!!!!! Cant beleive that I've got an autograph of Phil Wang!!!!
Thanks Helen a trillion for making one of my dream come true!! Lovvv her soooo much!
Think i shall frame this up & hang it on the wall! =D
Here're some of his productions:
"Yellow Fever"
A Fresh Lunch
Baller
*lovin his JOBLESSNESS =p *
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It was great meeting up with Danielle, Helen, Gloria, Eric and Ka Wai in London. Before returning to Canary Wharf, KaWai took us around central London. We stopped by Tower Bridge and strolled along River Thames. The night view was spectacular.
A dock sumwhere near Gloria's place: Mudchute
The experience was... horriendous? Exciting? Challenging? Fun?
Dunno... cant find a word to describe it. Frankly, i dont even know what to feel after the exam. I dont feel happy nor sad. Neither awfully bad nor good. It was a rush.. Everything was a rush. A lot of time, it is not that i dont know the answer but just that my mind experiences word fatique! I always spurt out something that i DONT wanna say! There's a silent voice constantly telling me: "Idiot u shouldnt hav said that!" "Dude, u've said the wrong thing again!" "arhh, what's the term again?". This is annoying..
On the other hand it was kinda fun as this is our first experience of taking our exams in such a different way. It was like playing games as we have to move around the cubicles, talk to the actors, play with the mannequins..
Anyway, exams are over. It's time to chill a lil.
Thomas took us to Stockport for an English dinner. It was my 1st time having proper English dinner in UK after all these years!!! The food is yummy and it's cheap!
English Cheesecake...
U sure it's a cheesecake???
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Was super duper triple happy when Helen pass me this little pressie during my break in London.
----- a sticker that's signed by one of my so-called "IDOL"
WONG FU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cant stop OMG OMG OMG-ing ..
This is tooooo gooood to be real !!!!!!!!!!! Cant beleive that I've got an autograph of Phil Wang!!!!
Thanks Helen a trillion for making one of my dream come true!! Lovvv her soooo much!
Think i shall frame this up & hang it on the wall! =D
Here're some of his productions:
"Yellow Fever"
A Fresh Lunch
Baller
*lovin his JOBLESSNESS =p *
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It was great meeting up with Danielle, Helen, Gloria, Eric and Ka Wai in London. Before returning to Canary Wharf, KaWai took us around central London. We stopped by Tower Bridge and strolled along River Thames. The night view was spectacular.
A dock sumwhere near Gloria's place: Mudchute
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