Change

hm...
this academic year is filled with happiness & unhappiness..
more of unhappiness...
ppl told me: u've changed..
yeh.. i've changed... probably.....
from a more optimistic person to pessimistic,
from a cheerful gurl to more sentimental.
from a friendly person to a colder heart.
It's harder to laugh happily. It's easier to cry.
Hiding true feelings from everyone sometimes, even from myself.
Bein more rebellious, more 'outgoing', more insecure.
There are walls that i built, just for self defense.
Uni?? courseworks?? cant be bother anymore.
Skipping classes are just so easy. No more guilt. coz it's pointless to attend. We learn nothing in there anyway..

Why change?
i'm not pretty sure..
is this wat ppl called -- The process of growing up?

Gutted!

Promise - something that men keeps, not to break..
Trust - something that friends build, not to render...
Loyalty - something that buddies hold, not to loose....

If you are a man, you will try your best to keep your promisses, eventhough it's just a small one..
If you are a friend, you don't leave your friends helpless and despair..
If you are someone's buddy, you shall not betray him/her ...

However, when fate comes to an end, learn to let go... do not hold on to it.