Change

hm...
this academic year is filled with happiness & unhappiness..
more of unhappiness...
ppl told me: u've changed..
yeh.. i've changed... probably.....
from a more optimistic person to pessimistic,
from a cheerful gurl to more sentimental.
from a friendly person to a colder heart.
It's harder to laugh happily. It's easier to cry.
Hiding true feelings from everyone sometimes, even from myself.
Bein more rebellious, more 'outgoing', more insecure.
There are walls that i built, just for self defense.
Uni?? courseworks?? cant be bother anymore.
Skipping classes are just so easy. No more guilt. coz it's pointless to attend. We learn nothing in there anyway..

Why change?
i'm not pretty sure..
is this wat ppl called -- The process of growing up?