7月15

Not a day to be afraid of, 

but a day to enjoy the silence, 

and to remember the deceased.

Down

Natalie has left to Penang this morning, then back to her homeland in New Jersey. She left us a bookmark each. A bookmark that she drew by herself, with her little signature. We didn't get to see her leave. It will be harder if we did.

It was Oli's b'day few days ago and i have gave Monty away to Natalie.. Sorry Oli, but guess i did found him a better owner.

Have been moody 2 weeks before my date of departure, back to the gloomy country. I was going to ignore the emo-ness however it has caused a bigger impact this time. Tried acclimatising by psycho-ing myself about the positive things and friends i have in manchie but it's not working very well. Alcohol? No, it doesn't  help too.

Thought I am so used to travelling between Manchie n KL, thought betting goodbyes does not matter to me anymore...

It is worst today as i am not in the mood to talk and to laugh. Might spend some quiet time at home for these few days.

Shooooo Miss Emo...

='(

Stoopid grandpa
Stooopid grandpa
Stoooopid grandpa
Stooooopid grandpa
Stoooooopid....

arhh.. forget it!

We shall be happy..

Thank goodness..

08.08.10

It was a nerve wrecking morning.
A morning that we have been planning for,
a morning to end the mysteries,
a visit to save the nightmares,
and may be a day to gain or to lose a much treasured friend.

It took me a few long minutes to suppress my thoughts,
to fight my nerves,
and finally to ring the door bell.

A women came out.
She's the maid.
Both parents were out,
and all children were asleep.

We saw his pair of shoes, but it was a guess.
Most likely he is still alive, but it will never be confirmed until the day comes.


We left a note, and hundreds of questions behind..

...... Unanswered.......


We were both drained from the adrenaline rush! 


yp@ s'pore

Whaooow~