April 26th

hm.....
was about to 'earn' sumone's finger this afternoon.
Here's the story..

Went into a hsemate's room to giv him my birthday wish n he told me that a fren of his is viewing the house sometime next week.
Actually the rooms in our house are all taken up but i lied to him that no one else is moving in -- just to see his worry face =p So.......... this time i've to break the lie .....
Told him that one of our best friend is moving in, but then there's no way that he's believing it. This time is the truth. So we made a bet. He said:"I'll let u chop my little finger off! so wat's our bet?" --- see... this is how confident he is!!
I offered my laptop as it's the most precious thing that i owned.
So we went on calling our buddy and no doubt, I WON!! hohoho....
so..... wat happen to the poor finger???
The evil part of me wanna see him cry but the angel let him off today since it's his birthday... Guess this is the biggest gift ever!

Well..... this show how much we dont trust each other in the house coz 12 Banff road is full of lies. Also how precious my laptop is!

Internet = my soul

hm..... guess tat i'm too bored tat's y i'm writing this post of junk just to wish my 'mental' housemate Happy Birthday!!

and...........

to remind myself to

~~~~~STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~

p/s: just found out tat i've got Oral Surgery at 9 tmr.. big sigh............

Today's lecture

Prof Devlin raised his thumb and said to a student:" You're so COOL !!! I'll never have the ......... BALLS to be 25 minutes late and still sit at the first row!!"

~~~~~ hhahhahahhahhaaaa =D ~~~~~

Thank God

A slamming good news from far..
Our prayers were heard!
Thank God.........
Hope the rest of the procedures sail smooth...
God... thought that you are cruel enough to take life(s) away..
Pls proof that You do exist this time, and miracles does happen..
All of us will still pray for our beloved friend, for him to recover fully.....

Change

hm...
this academic year is filled with happiness & unhappiness..
more of unhappiness...
ppl told me: u've changed..
yeh.. i've changed... probably.....
from a more optimistic person to pessimistic,
from a cheerful gurl to more sentimental.
from a friendly person to a colder heart.
It's harder to laugh happily. It's easier to cry.
Hiding true feelings from everyone sometimes, even from myself.
Bein more rebellious, more 'outgoing', more insecure.
There are walls that i built, just for self defense.
Uni?? courseworks?? cant be bother anymore.
Skipping classes are just so easy. No more guilt. coz it's pointless to attend. We learn nothing in there anyway..

Why change?
i'm not pretty sure..
is this wat ppl called -- The process of growing up?

Gutted!

Promise - something that men keeps, not to break..
Trust - something that friends build, not to render...
Loyalty - something that buddies hold, not to loose....

If you are a man, you will try your best to keep your promisses, eventhough it's just a small one..
If you are a friend, you don't leave your friends helpless and despair..
If you are someone's buddy, you shall not betray him/her ...

However, when fate comes to an end, learn to let go... do not hold on to it.