Thank God

A slamming good news from far..
Our prayers were heard!
Thank God.........
Hope the rest of the procedures sail smooth...
God... thought that you are cruel enough to take life(s) away..
Pls proof that You do exist this time, and miracles does happen..
All of us will still pray for our beloved friend, for him to recover fully.....

Change

hm...
this academic year is filled with happiness & unhappiness..
more of unhappiness...
ppl told me: u've changed..
yeh.. i've changed... probably.....
from a more optimistic person to pessimistic,
from a cheerful gurl to more sentimental.
from a friendly person to a colder heart.
It's harder to laugh happily. It's easier to cry.
Hiding true feelings from everyone sometimes, even from myself.
Bein more rebellious, more 'outgoing', more insecure.
There are walls that i built, just for self defense.
Uni?? courseworks?? cant be bother anymore.
Skipping classes are just so easy. No more guilt. coz it's pointless to attend. We learn nothing in there anyway..

Why change?
i'm not pretty sure..
is this wat ppl called -- The process of growing up?

Gutted!

Promise - something that men keeps, not to break..
Trust - something that friends build, not to render...
Loyalty - something that buddies hold, not to loose....

If you are a man, you will try your best to keep your promisses, eventhough it's just a small one..
If you are a friend, you don't leave your friends helpless and despair..
If you are someone's buddy, you shall not betray him/her ...

However, when fate comes to an end, learn to let go... do not hold on to it.

Thoughts

There's a goal
There's a path to follow
Tho it's not an easy, flat, straight one to walk,
you'll sure reach the destination,
if you face it with courage and enthusiasm...

Believe in yourself, and live your Dream!

***** Happy New Year -- 2009 *****

Faces Behind the Masks

A place to hide..
their smiles and sorrows
their tears and laughters
tiredness and broken hearts
lost and angers
and their pride that has shattered...

This is where they can stay as evil as they can
as childish as they like
as ugly as they want
as crazy as they wish...

This is where they set their hearts free
where they show their true emotions
and their true feelings..

Who's that real face behind the mask?
May be someone will ask
may be someone will care
but no one knows
except the man behind the mask...