I miss...

daddy
mummy
sisters
3 jim
3 jik
Steph
Lewis
Nee jie jie
Mona jie jie
YF
YJ
BK
Thien
YY
Grandpa Jeff
Helen
GLoria
Eric
Oli
Sunshine
nasi lemak
seafood
roti canai
char kui tiaw
char bi hoon
tie pan tofu
kari ikan
kari udang
cendol
durian
rambutan
mangoesteen
cempedak
pulau
water rafting
Gunung Kinabalu
Sutera harbour

I miss home...

Doug
Chan heart
GG
Mermade yum
Grandpa Thom
TL
Amy
BW
pancakes
flowers
zoo
the apartment
the stairs in the apartment
the noise

I miss the trip...

PL
Rach
MW
AL
Wani
Ida
Farah
WH
Paran
Abdullah
Angie
Kiran
Lina
other groupmates
Dr Devlin
Dr Ziad
Dr BJ
bumming ard the hospital

I miss uni..

news
blogs
jounals
youtube
emails
msn
talking on msn
aznv

I miss internet..

However.....

I still enjoy eating
enjoy sleeping
enjoy reading
enjoy my Easter Holiday :D

肥姨-我们的开心果 走好。。

昨天早上才得知香港艺人肥姨- 沈殿霞小姐在两个礼拜前已长逝。 享年60岁。
肥姨是大家所公认的开心果。她陪伴着我们走过了这40多年, 陪伴着我长大, 给我的家人带来不少欢乐。 因此她的离去，比起张国荣， 梅艳芳的死，更让我有所感促。回想小时候一家人坐在电视机前面观看娱乐节目，肥姨与曾志伟爽朗的招牌笑声在空中荡漾， 那情景是多么的温馨，无比的幸福呀。。

不仅如此， 肥姨在世之时有情有意，不只对至亲无条件的付出，对朋友也无比关心，事事上心，对社会则乐善好施， 敬老扶弱。重病之时还不忘关心身边的人，连募款也要亲力亲为。这种精神是多么的值得赞扬与学习！就因为世上有了像肥姨这样的人，让我觉得地球还是充满着阳光及温暖。





















朋友常常问我：你为什么每天都能那么开心？没见过你伤心的时候。。你没有烦恼吗？没有讨厌的人吗？

其实，我也在努力地向肥姨这样的典范学习。

1。 每天开心的笑，不代表我没有难过的时候。每个人都有自己烦恼的事情。 把悲伤留给自己，不要再加重别人的负担与烦恼，反之把笑容带给大家，减轻别人的压力，这也是一种德。况且有谁会喜欢天天面对着一幅苦瓜脸呀？

2。事事看开点。就算是世界末日也值得庆祝。 因为你并不孤单，也不是一个人在受苦。想想有些人比你更苦，再想想身边所有疼爱你的人。那再苦也是能坚持的。

3。 拥有广阔的胸襟。学会忘记，忘记别人的无心之错。要是记忆力太好，那就试着当个放大镜，选择性把他人的优点放大，把弱点放小。这样就能看谁都顺眼， 自己也会开心点。世上没有完美的人。 就因为每个人的想法和行动不一样才会有争执； 但也因为它的多样化，才让这世界充满了色彩。

4。做人要讲义气！朋友有难应当拔刀相助。 投桃报李。虽无法做到以德报怨，但也别存有害人之心。

5。小爱虽然重要，但只有一个人感受得到。而且也无法保证那个人不会伤害你。何不把一些爱分给身边的家人，朋友，还有世上许许多多需要关心的人？

有个问题我已经想过了百遍千遍。。

死的时候能带走什么？
不是金钱，不是名利，而是安乐的心和浓浓的情。

能为这世界留下什么？
我希望的将是欢笑与公德


肥姨的离开，最伤心的当然是女儿欣仪。看着她强忍着泪水，还要面带微笑地跟宾客握手致谢，我更心酸。在台上，每个叔叔阿姨都说会照顾欣仪，又有几个会真正守言？ 希望欣仪会很坚强地面对一切，笑对人生。


最后，送上张学友的“祝福”，祝肥姨，还有我挚爱的‘他’　－－－－ 一路走好

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXTe3yHnYDg&feature=related

Turning into a MAN?! or a MONKEY???!!!!

Havent been taking care of myself for a long long while and everyone can tell the effect from my moon face and pale complexion. Pimples, which i hardly ever get starts popping out. Having a strong feeling tat i'm falling ill soon, i decided to give myself a good treat -- 1 1/2 hour of hot shower and a thorough scrub in the morning.
When applying moisturiser, to my horror, i saw a long sideburn, extending abt 7cm from the level of eyebrow towards the angle of mandible, which is abnormally long for a gal i recond!!!!!!!!!! Gosh!!! Is my testosterone level increasing??!?!?!!!! AM I TURNING INTO A MAN?!?!?!?!!!!! @.@""" NOnonononono!!! I dun wanna become a GUY tho i always say that i wish!!! All the junks that i've ate since the start of Chinese New Year muz hav changed my hormone homeostases!!


Wat if i get mustache?!! leg hair?!?!!!! Chest hair??!!!!!!
OMG.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~
Neither do i wanna turn out like a MONKEYYYYY........


nor to BE LOCKED IN A ZOOOOOOOO, DOIN A CHIMP'S JOB EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I might end up becoming a killer, shooting the zookeepers, escaping from the prison....


AAaarrrrrrhhhhhhh!! This is freaky! Shall stop my imaginition from running wild again!!!

Well... well... will try to live a healthy life and restore my fitness! Starting my detox plan and no more solid food fr 6pm onwards!!! or... shall i make it 7pm??? =="""""""""

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Was so bored yesterday that i started making sushi and boiling green bean soup at 1am, spent the rest of the dark home sick-ing ...

A bit insane.....

Endodontics -- Our NIGHTMARE!

A: errrrrrrhhh!!!!! how am i gunna obturate this??!!!
B: Aiii yeh!!!!!!!! the water keep splashing on me!
A: errrrhhh!!!! i cant even see the holes!
B: errrrrrrrhhhh!!! looks like i just had a shower!! I'm all wet!
C: hahahhhhhhhhh.. everyone gets that... just work on ..work on people!!... [very positive]
A: eeeeerrrrhhhhhhh!!!!!!! the Gutta keeps falling off!!!!!!
C: hahhhahh.... i get that too... but u're near!!, just bear with it... [still quite positive]

B is working silently and stressfully......................

A: I dont want to do this anymore!!!!!!!!!!! Errrhh!!! I HATE OBTURATION!!
C: sigh.. so hard to get the files in too!! [at least the fingers keep moving on while the mind tries to suppress the negative thoughts]

few minutes of "peacefulness"

A: *Screaming* Eerrrrrhhhhh!! Now i know y the suicide rate for dentists ranked 1st!!! Endo is giving us all this crap!

B & C: HAhahhhahahhhhhhhh [manage to laugh]

~~~~~~C's Turn to Fill~~~~~~

C: The canals r so small!!! How am i gunna see and obturate (fill) them all ??!!!!?!?!?!! can we not do this anymore????????? errrhhhh!! i dont wanna become an endodontist!

-------after a few trials----------

C: okay okay.... that's all! I'M GUNNA JUMP OFF FROM THE WINDOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


***** the above conversation took place in our endo clinic on VALENTINE'S DAY*****

~~~ Another good reason for ppl to commit suicide on V'Day ~~~

A Fren fr Russia and an Absolutely Awsome-ly amazing Weekend

Let me introduce our.....................................................

1st （年糕） CNY STICKY RICE-CAKE OF THE YEAR 2008!

Was jumping on my toes when i saw this in one of the chinese shop yesterday. Bought 2 boxes which cost abt GBP 2.39 (RM 17) each!!! We wont even pay for one with RM 5 in M'sia! How desperate.....

Leon Kong(a college fren) was visiting fr Kursk, Russia for the past 2 days and i took him to PL's place for dinner. Poor PL sacrificed her nap n made us loads of sushi, too much that she became traumatised n swore not to make any sushi in a year! lol... The sushies were delicious! !

Made our Malaysian Style sushi where we coat the sheet or Japanese rice with "bak hu" that mum brought. Even created my own CNY specialty -- rice-cake wrapped in egg strips which taste........................ UNIQUE (this is the only suitable word i can use i guess..) ;p

Mei lin made us Seaweed soup and Japanese green tea

*According to Tomone, the Maki sushi and pressed sushi shouldn't be arranged together in the same plate.* She found it funny... What's she gunna think if she found out about the Chinese New Year sushi???? Will she faint? hm................

was about to take a photo where i lay my teeth on the tip of this sushi hill.. but ended up in a weird posture -- my face got stuck in between the glasses =="""

Dunno y on earth i came out with this idea but yea....I JUST WANNA DO IT!! So i was looking at ailing's cute cute photo, imagining myself in her position, but with a rabbit's long teeth lying on the sushi....

thanks to ailing... LOL LOL

=)

Had fried CNY cake as dessert. The burnt ones were hidden away =p. We're already celebrating CNY eventhough it's only starting on next week!

Didnt manage to capture BT's handsome face coz he's always hiding away fr the camera! Think it's all because of the "compliments" that AL made which distort him to some point! hahahhh..

The poor BT was hiding alone in the kitchen doin all the washing upsssss..Wondering wat took him so long actually...

AL, u hav to see these pics!!!!!!!!!!!

Feel bad???????????? LOL

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Sent Cactus off this morning. As usual, it was again a REMARKABLE start of the journey (this always happens to me, for no reason!). We wern't late, we were waiting in the station, listening to the announcements carefully, but somehow.. WE MISSED THE COACH!!!!!

~~~~~~MIRACLE DOES HAPPEN!~~~~~~

Anyway, he is safe on his way heading towards Nottingham now. I'm back in my room, enjoying the series n chocolates that he left ^^

p/s: PL get to rhyme the title.. hahahhhhhh =D