http://elitedaily.com/life/motivation/4-questions-ask-faced-difficult-decision-life/
I haven't really been in touch with the world in these few months. Not even myself, my own feelings, what do I like, what do I not like, what do I really want in life, what was my passion, and what makes me alive. I haven't really been alive to be honest.
I have lost myself in this foreign country. Living this life aimlessly, with no passion at all. I've forgotten about my feelings. I have let them slipped away long time ago. Or maybe I have buried them somewhere safe but I have forgotten about the coordinate.
The only feeling that sticks to me these few months is ... Unhappiness. Of cause I am unhappy for doing nothing productive, nothing significant.
So what do I love most? What do I want in life? Where does my future stands? Guess I've got a lot to answer to myself in order to be happy again. Those 4 questions in the post might be a help..
Saturday, 18 January 2014
Sunday, 16 June 2013
Happy Daddy's Day again!
It has been about 6 week since I migrated to Melbourne to join EK. New environment, new life and new challenges.
Having my aunties and cousins visiting has kept me away from serious home-sickness so far.. I'm glad that Aussie is half the distance away from home comparing to United Kingdom. I'm also thankful that Melbourne has more sunshine than Manchester (although Melbourne is one of the gloomiest city in Australia with unpredictable weather, it can't be worse than Manchie)
I am spoiled with good food around this city! Thanks to someone... =)
Well, guess I am more settled now. Winter is here and it is turning very cold. No snow though. All I feel like doing is to hide under the duvet and hibernate. Time to grow some fat! Can't wait till spring is here...
2 more weeks and we'll be back home again! ^^
It has been about 6 week since I migrated to Melbourne to join EK. New environment, new life and new challenges.
Having my aunties and cousins visiting has kept me away from serious home-sickness so far.. I'm glad that Aussie is half the distance away from home comparing to United Kingdom. I'm also thankful that Melbourne has more sunshine than Manchester (although Melbourne is one of the gloomiest city in Australia with unpredictable weather, it can't be worse than Manchie)
I am spoiled with good food around this city! Thanks to someone... =)
Well, guess I am more settled now. Winter is here and it is turning very cold. No snow though. All I feel like doing is to hide under the duvet and hibernate. Time to grow some fat! Can't wait till spring is here...
2 more weeks and we'll be back home again! ^^
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| It was autumn when I first arrived. Colourful and fallen leaves reminded me of autumn in Manchester! The season that I love the most ^^ |
Friday, 3 May 2013
Friday, 11 January 2013
First Official Resignation
15:30 pm - Finally handed my resignation...
and it feels free like a bird!!!! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! =D
and it feels free like a bird!!!! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! =D
Monday, 10 December 2012
Unconditional Love
< Do not expect it from anyone else other than your parents >
Lesson learnt since I was 19 and you have proved it right again and AGAIN!...
Lesson learnt since I was 19 and you have proved it right again and AGAIN!...
Wednesday, 24 October 2012
Friday, 3 August 2012
Monday, 25 June 2012
Dental Disgust
It has been almost 2 months since i started working in the new clinic.
KPSI is one of the busiest dental clinic in JB. We do not have time to even allocate 1 minute for patients to rinse their mouth after treatments. All what we do is to say: "Cik/Uncle/Aunty/Boy/Gal, go rinse in the toilet." or else i'll just say:"toilet" when we are too short of time to form a full sentence.
Sometimes patients spilled some of their saliva+water+blood on the floor when they tried to talk with a mouth full before rushing to the toilet and i'll have to turn to my DSA and say: "blood on the floor!!" Then, next thing she did was to spray some disinfectants and wipe it away.
Last week there was a patient with some kind of mental disability presented in my clinic for an extraction. The tooth was sitting deep inside the mouth. With his constant tensing lips and uncontrollable tongue, it was difficult to put a grip on that tooth even though it was already mobile.
I managed to extract that badly carious 48, however unfortunately i lost grip on that tooth and it fell down the throat. He cough and immediately i said:" Uncle DO NOT swallow, no swallowing, cough it out!!!" but the next thing i heard "Gulp........"
In my mind i was thinking: Eeeeeewwwwww ... the patient just swallowed the grossly decayed tooth down his throat!!!!!"
I turned to his dad, who was standing next to us, overlooking the whole situation, explained that his son just swallowed the tooth. He smiled to me and say:" Guess it'll come out with his poo rite?"
Today, i was scaling a mouth full of calculus when i saw a silverish piece of metal near the suction tip. I put down my handpiece after the scale and check the teeth, found out one of the amalgam filling has dislodge with underlying secondary caries on that tooth. As usual i ask the patient to rinse in the toilet and come back for the filling next visit. The next thing she did was, stood up from the chair, swallowed the mouth full of water+saliva+amalgam+ blood+ calculus and started asking her questions!!!!
.... @_@ ....
KPSI is one of the busiest dental clinic in JB. We do not have time to even allocate 1 minute for patients to rinse their mouth after treatments. All what we do is to say: "Cik/Uncle/Aunty/Boy/Gal, go rinse in the toilet." or else i'll just say:"toilet" when we are too short of time to form a full sentence.
Sometimes patients spilled some of their saliva+water+blood on the floor when they tried to talk with a mouth full before rushing to the toilet and i'll have to turn to my DSA and say: "blood on the floor!!" Then, next thing she did was to spray some disinfectants and wipe it away.
Last week there was a patient with some kind of mental disability presented in my clinic for an extraction. The tooth was sitting deep inside the mouth. With his constant tensing lips and uncontrollable tongue, it was difficult to put a grip on that tooth even though it was already mobile.
I managed to extract that badly carious 48, however unfortunately i lost grip on that tooth and it fell down the throat. He cough and immediately i said:" Uncle DO NOT swallow, no swallowing, cough it out!!!" but the next thing i heard "Gulp........"
In my mind i was thinking: Eeeeeewwwwww ... the patient just swallowed the grossly decayed tooth down his throat!!!!!"
I turned to his dad, who was standing next to us, overlooking the whole situation, explained that his son just swallowed the tooth. He smiled to me and say:" Guess it'll come out with his poo rite?"
Today, i was scaling a mouth full of calculus when i saw a silverish piece of metal near the suction tip. I put down my handpiece after the scale and check the teeth, found out one of the amalgam filling has dislodge with underlying secondary caries on that tooth. As usual i ask the patient to rinse in the toilet and come back for the filling next visit. The next thing she did was, stood up from the chair, swallowed the mouth full of water+saliva+amalgam+ blood+ calculus and started asking her questions!!!!
.... @_@ ....
Monday, 18 June 2012
Sunday, 17 June 2012
Sunday, 10 June 2012
Saturday, 9 June 2012
My List Goes On...
1. Santorini (it's still top!)
2. Turkey, Cappadocia & Pamukkale
3. The Silk Route, China
4. Portugal
5. Sweden
6. Munchen (Again, specially for their pork!)
7. Provence, France (in Christmas)
8. Monaco
2. Turkey, Cappadocia & Pamukkale
3. The Silk Route, China
4. Portugal
5. Sweden
6. Munchen (Again, specially for their pork!)
7. Provence, France (in Christmas)
8. Monaco
Thursday, 31 May 2012
Wednesday, 23 May 2012
Working in a new, hectic clinic is turning me into a monster.
Impatient, cold, sarcastic, and bad quality of work.
Nothing that anyone wants in a health care professional.
A patient asked:"How is the sterilization in this clinic? Is it good?"
I replied:"Uh, we've tried our best to keep them sterile but you cant expect too much from a busy clinic!"
He said further:"I'm sure government is better then private"
Me:" Oh no, privates got different standard, depends on which one you chose to go" (in another word: you must have been a cheapo and found the bad ones!)
Another patient asked today:"Oh can i bring my daughter here on Saturday?"
I replied:" Oh yeah, you are welcome but we won't be here seeing you for sure. The school is off on weekend and we too need our break!"
I've been repeating myself hundreds time since i started working:"One treatment a day. No More!"
Sometimes i wish i can just tell them: "Shut up and let me continue my work". or else "Get out and get the next patient in ASAP!"
I half jokingly told a nanny who wanted her sensitive or else sound tooth out of her mouth:"I am not making you a denture since you wanted your healthy tooth out so do not come and see me!"
An uncle got up after his scaling and told me:"Wow, you did the scaling in one shot, didn't even give me a break. The private i went gave me a few."
I replied:"Oh wells, this is the government and see how many cards stacking behind?!"
Wish i can stick a post at my door:
Dear patients, less than 10 minutes per person. What can you expect? Just don't turn up on a busy day or else go to a private and get as much pampering as you want!
Impatient, cold, sarcastic, and bad quality of work.
Nothing that anyone wants in a health care professional.
A patient asked:"How is the sterilization in this clinic? Is it good?"
I replied:"Uh, we've tried our best to keep them sterile but you cant expect too much from a busy clinic!"
He said further:"I'm sure government is better then private"
Me:" Oh no, privates got different standard, depends on which one you chose to go" (in another word: you must have been a cheapo and found the bad ones!)
Another patient asked today:"Oh can i bring my daughter here on Saturday?"
I replied:" Oh yeah, you are welcome but we won't be here seeing you for sure. The school is off on weekend and we too need our break!"
I've been repeating myself hundreds time since i started working:"One treatment a day. No More!"
Sometimes i wish i can just tell them: "Shut up and let me continue my work". or else "Get out and get the next patient in ASAP!"
I half jokingly told a nanny who wanted her sensitive or else sound tooth out of her mouth:"I am not making you a denture since you wanted your healthy tooth out so do not come and see me!"
An uncle got up after his scaling and told me:"Wow, you did the scaling in one shot, didn't even give me a break. The private i went gave me a few."
I replied:"Oh wells, this is the government and see how many cards stacking behind?!"
Wish i can stick a post at my door:
Dear patients, less than 10 minutes per person. What can you expect? Just don't turn up on a busy day or else go to a private and get as much pampering as you want!
Monday, 14 May 2012
An Evening Loving Myself
90 minutes of massage after work, followed by Ginseng soup, on a Monday evening. ^^
Sunday, 22 April 2012
Sunday, 15 April 2012
Sunday, 1 April 2012
Friday, 30 March 2012
Goodbye FYDOship!
1 more week will mark the end of my FYDOship...
It wasn't too bad after all. At least it didn't turn out as a disaster, or a nightmare.
Of cause, i did learnt something too.
It wasn't a bad decision to come back to work, experiencing the part of Malaysia that i have never seen. (I've been to Tioman Island finally!)
NO regrets.
1 year flew pass in a blink, however it did felt long sometimes.
Glad that i manage to make some friends here.
End of FYDOship, beginning of Permanent posting.
Probably it's time to end it here before things turn ugly and move on to my new phase of life?
07/04/12 - What shall i get myself as a remembrance?
It wasn't too bad after all. At least it didn't turn out as a disaster, or a nightmare.
Of cause, i did learnt something too.
It wasn't a bad decision to come back to work, experiencing the part of Malaysia that i have never seen. (I've been to Tioman Island finally!)
NO regrets.
1 year flew pass in a blink, however it did felt long sometimes.
Glad that i manage to make some friends here.
End of FYDOship, beginning of Permanent posting.
Probably it's time to end it here before things turn ugly and move on to my new phase of life?
07/04/12 - What shall i get myself as a remembrance?
Sunday, 26 February 2012
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